"At first an emotional numbness set in. Then my head, which initially had reassured with, ‘Excellent. Well done. Successfully am I fooling them in that they do not know who I am or what I’m thinking or what I’m feeling,’ now began itself to doubt I was even there. ‘Just a minute,’ it said. ‘Where is our reaction? We were having a privately expressed reaction but now we’re not having it. Where is it?’ Thus my feelings stopped expressing. Then they stopped existing. And now this numbance (sic?) from nowhere had come so far on in its development that along with others in the area finding me inaccessible, I, too, came to find me inaccessible. My inner world, it seemed, had gone away."
The best example on how accommodating of the oppression the then public has become can best be gauged by the fact that one refrains from marrying the person he or she really loves, because the accompanying loss ( brought over by violence from one side or the other ) is expected, and (of course ) unbearable. The tendency not only to believe in gossip, but to add to that one's own version, in effect defining a character for the neighbourhood to believe in. It reminded me of certain certain scenes from Kafka's work - where K is so focused upon, targeted and pressurised upon over charges, the detail of which K doesn't know. Yes, most definitely the book contains the oppression as found in Kafka's fabrics.
Yet, among all this chaos, disorder, or worse still, the order in the acknowledged chaos, there are those who go against the grain, who dare to challenge the oppression, and who succeed more than our lass - although her contribution cannot be written off. Those "Beyond the Pale" types who almost unknowingly and appreciably leave room for change. The message of the effect of the toil who challenge oppression, has possibly never been so subtly set.
The beauty in the work is not apparent at first. Its as if one has to stare long enough through all that wordiness ( and a little weariness ?), synonyms, going off in-tangents for one to make out what Anna Burns says - subtly; so subtly, mired by all vocabulary. The patient reader will appreciate it, upon her realising the author's drift, her subtle message, her convincing environment build up. It's a strange beast, to be tamed and appreciated on its own merits, for its faults are few but in the style of the writer (probably, only there - and not a fault ), which to me looked as an intentional artistic mess.
Two different styles, with just a slice of a short story to tell ( maybe a short story's worth of a story ?), winning the Man Booker award back to back. The award committee seems determined to give new styles and experiments much recognition -and I for one commend them for that.
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