(Originally written for the facebook group 'Sri Lankan Readers'/ 'පොත් කියවන අය', back in 8th July, 2013)
(Originally written for the facebook group 'Sri Lankan Readers'/ 'පොත් කියවන අය', back in 8th July, 2013)
"I have a tale to tell
Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well
I was not ready for the fall
Too blind to see the writing on the wall"
( Live to tell - Madonna)
Read the novel, "Amma", by Saraid de Silva. While the title means mother in my native Sinhalese, the same word is being used by many other languages, especially Dravidian, and with less common use in Hindi. Amma is one of the three main female characters in this novel, who has the most impact, positive and negative, on her children, and grand children.
All three female characters undergo a lot - be it rape, abuse, mistreatment due to sexuality, disappointments over children, and death of their loved ones. As the world changes its stance on people who are different, their treatment towards children, parental expectations of their children, we see these three main female characters functioning in the turmoil of the world. The book ends in a relative calm, as the two remaining female characters make amends and come to terms with their lot, and rebuild broken relationships. One could say that the theme of 'woke' is a consistently present one in this book, but it also include the painful path that the marginalised groups had to endure, to reach where they presently are.
I felt that this book included probably more than its fair share of strife and grief, so much so that it sometimes felt like a condensation of it. Yet who am I to say that there aren't people who have endured so much pain, loss, and grief over their short lives ? Probably I am somewhat opinionated since I've read novels in which the authors try to bring in all forms of grief into their short narration, affecting its level of conviction. Upon reflection, on completing the novel I am now of the opinion that this is not that kind of artificial piling up of grief on a few hundred pages, but the author probably had a tale to tell of her own, inspired at least partially by her own relations.
The authors' form of jumping from one period to another, at times across many decades, might not be doing the book justice given the extreme incidents that the characters endure.
Rating: ***1/2
George Saunders' name, as an author came to my notice upon his winning the Pulitzer for fiction, for the amazing "Lincoln in the Bardo". But googling a little I found that Saunders had quite a reputation for his short stories. I decided to include one his short story collection when forming the reading plan for 2025.
In "Winky", our protagonist Neil comes home determined to put an end to the cause which sees his life going to waste - that of his sister, Winky, slow, clumsy, and aging,
".., but like it said in the book, a person couldn't throw himself across someone else's funeral pyre without getting pretty goddamned hot."
Neil is returning from a seminar by Tom Rodgers, a self-help guru, who encourages to remove all obstacles which cling to one, which hinder one's progress in life, despite the level of attachment, or the helplessness of the party concerned.
In 'Sea Oak', the circumstances are a mix Pastoralia and Winky, as our protagonist works as a waiter (and then some, for women ). Again, the theme broadly is the sacrifices one has to make a passable life to those close to you, and yourself. The difference here is that a dead aunt comes back from the dead to read her relations, the ultimatum - for she realises how she hadn't lived a single day of her life for herself.
"Maybe you kids don't know this but I died a freaking virgin. No babies, no lovers. Nothing went in, nothing came out. Ha ha! Dry as a bone, completely wasted, this pretty little thing God gave me between my legs. Well I am going to have lovers now, you fucks! Like in the movies, big shoulders and all, and a summer house, and nice trips, and in the morning in my room a big vase of flowers, and I'm going to get my nipples hard standing in the breeze from the ocean, eating shrimp from a cup, you sons of bitches, while my lover watches me from the veranda, his big shoulders shining, all hard for me, that's one damn thing I will guarantee you kids! Ha ha! You think I'm joking? I ain't freaking joking. I never got nothing! My life was shit! I was never even up in a freaking plane. But that was that life and this is this life. My new life. Cover me up now! With a blanket. I need my beauty rest. Tell anyone I'm here, you all die."
"The End of FIRPO IN THE WORLD", is a sad, sad story, of a kid unloved by his mum, unwanted by her mum's latest lover, who tries to show the world that he too is something, in his brief life.
The Barber in "The Barber's Unhappiness" has to wade off a minor disability, his insistent mum, and his own age as he tries to make a life out of his lot. Broadly similar in the other themes in this anthology, for the barber too, finds every step of his way, a challenge.
Morse fights his insecurity and his lack of success, while taking a day at a time.
"His childhood dreams had been so bright, he had hoped for so much, it couldn't be true that he was a nobody, although, on the other hand, what kind of somebody spends the best years of his life swearing at a photocopier?"
Yet, for all his troubles, and the fact that he was needed at home, when the need comes up when he sees a couple of girls being swept down the river, all his logic goes out the window. Maybe we should imagine Morse happy in that one moment in life where he proves himself. (The Falls)
This anthology is an excellent one, albeit not one to make one's spirits rise as the author takes up the account of six protagonists, and their lots as they fight each day out - even if it means they end up dead, fighting.
Rating : ****1/2
Read the Gratiaen prize winning book of 2006, the short story collection, "The Banana Tree Crisis". The book attempts to capture the ways of the cultures, how people think and act in times of adversity, while trying to capture a broad spectrum of the Sri Lankan society. In doing so the best short stories would linger in my memory for time to come, while the few weaker expose as to what they lack.
I am reading this anthology after reading two novels from V.V. Ganeshananthan, and in such a light stories written from a Tamil perspective like, "The house in Jaffna" fail to impress me or convince me, instead show up as one with rough edges and a story in which only the top layer is touched upon. I am not denying that Isankya attempted to come up with an impartial anecdote here, but her best effort in the context that she has chosen shows up weak against narrations by such authors like VVG or Arudpragasam. The best estimate that I can provide for Nadarajah in this story is that he is very naive, - but that doesn't settle with the high profile he carried back in the UK.
The weakest story here for me was The Cricket Match, and it showed up as one contrived.
However, overall the pluses in this anthology out weigh the negatives, and hence can be recommended especially for some of the important themes that Isankya has touched upon. Reading it almost twenty years after its publication, the stories manage to hold on to their own strengths, and comes close to being considered as necessary reading for its then contemporary nature..
Rating: ****
Winner - Gratiaen Prize - 2006
නිරර්ථක ජීවිතයක සාර්ථක මොහොතක් (1955) කෙටිකතාව, කතානායිකාව තම පෙර සැමියාගේ වියෝව පිළිබඳ සැල වී, ඔහු ගැනත්, ඔහු ගේ සහ ඇයගේ අදහස් අතර වෙනසත්, ඔහු ගැන මතකයනුත් පිළිබඳ ආවර්ජනයකි.
"ඊට මාස කීපයකට පසු ගුනසාරව යලිත් දුටු බවත් ඔහු ඈ සමඟ කීයේය. හරමානිස් ට්රොලි බස් රථයේ ඉහල තට්ටුවේ වාඩි වී බොරැල්ල දෙසට යමින් සිටියේය. එවිට පුංචි බොරැල්ලේ බෝගහ ලඟදී ගුනසාර පත්තරයක් කියවමින් කොටුවට යන ට්රොලී බස් පෝලිමේ හිටගෙන සිටිනු ඔහු දුටුවේය. ... ගුනසාරගේ ඇස් පෙරට වඩා ගිලිහි තිබුනේය. එහෙයින් ඔහුගේ මුහුනින් වයස් ගත්තෙකුගේ විලාශය ප්රකාශ විය." (19 පිට)
මෙවැනි ම පෙර යුගයක, කෙටිකතාවට ඍජු ව අසම්බන්ධ, එහෙත් අප තුල සාංකාවක් ජනිත කරලීමේ විභවතාවක් ඇති සිදුවීමක් කරුනා (1956) කෙටිකතාවේ ද අපට හමු වේ.
"දුම්රියපල පාරත් ඇතුලු-වට-රවුම් පාරත් එකට සන්ධි වන තැනට ඔහු කන්ඩිය දිගේ ඇවිද ගෙන ගොස්, එතන නතර වී දුම්රියපල දෙසට හිස හැරවී ය. ඕපනායක දෙස සිට ආ දුම්රිය ආ දුම්රියපලේ නොනවත්වාම ගසාගෙන ගියේය. ඇතැමුන් දුම්රියපල දෙසට දුවන්නට වූ අතර ඇතැම්හු කඩිමුඩියේ එහි සිට එලියට එන්නට වූහ. ඒක බඩු කෝච්චියක්ද කොහෙදැ' යි කවුදෝ කියනු ඔහුට ඇසුනේය." (40 පිට)
කරුනා කෙටිකතාවේ, අම්මාගෙන් ලියුමක් ලබන අප කතාකරු ඇගේ අවුල් ලියවීම් රටාවේ එන එක වැකියක් කියවා මනස අවුලට පත් කර ගනී. ඒ, කරුනා, විවාහ වන්නට යන බව අන් කරුණු අතර වෙසෙස් විස්තර වලින් තොරව සඳහන් ව තිබීම හේතුවෙනි. සාර්ථක නිර්මාණයකි.
පෙබරවාරී මාසයේ එක් සැන්දෑවක් මෙහි එන මා වඩාත් ම රස විඳි කෙටිකතාව විය. තරුණයන් කිහිප දෙනෙකුන්, ඉන් එකෙකුට අයත් කබල් කාරයක් නැඟී ඔවුන් දන්නා අය ගේ නිවෙස් වලට ද, තේ වත්ත පල්ලියේ මංගල්ලය ට ද, ගොස්, නිදහස් ව, සතුටින්, කල් ගෙවන සන්ද්යාවක් ගැන අපි මෙහි කියවීමු. වගකීම් වලින් තොර වීම, මිතුරන් අතර සිටීමේදී ඇති සතුට, ආදීය පාඨකයාට හොඳින් සන්නීවේදනය වන ආකාරය මෙහි සාර්ථකත්වයට හේතුව යැයි සිතමි. අජිත් තිලකසේන කොහොමත් "ගලන මුහුදු රැල්ලක, ගලා හැලෙන දිය ඇල්ලක සෞන්දර්යයක් තිබුනත් එහි ඇති 'තේරුම' කුමක් ද?" යන ස්ථාවරයේ සිට තම කෙටිකතා වල තේරුම සොයන අය වෙනුවෙන් පැහැදිලිකිරීමක් කර ඇත්තෙකි.
මෙහි එන කෙටිකතා දෙකක, කෙටිකතාව අතර මැද දි, ප්රධාන චරිතය යැයි සිතිය සිතිය හැකි අය මාරු වෙයි. හතුරෝ නම් රසවත් කෙටිකතාවේ, මුලින් ජයේ හෙවත් ජයන්ත දික්වැල්ලේ අවදානය යොමු චරිතය මුත් ඔවුන්ට නිහාල් හමු වීමෙන් පසු නිහාල් ගේ දෘෂ්ඨිකෝණය ට මාරු වෙයි. ජයේ පාසැලෙන් කලින් පැන තම මිතුරාත් එක්කලා යන්නෙ ඔහුගේ ගැහැනු ළමයා හමිවීමටය. නිහාල් ඒ ගැන විමසුවද ඔහුට යමක් නොකීම හේතුවෙන්, ඔවුන් හා ඇති මිතුදම බිඳි ගොස් ඔවුන් සතුරෝ ගනයට වැටෙන බවට නිහාල් සිතයි. මෙහි එන දුබල මිනිස්සු කෙටි කතාව ද මෙලෙස් අවධානය යොමු වන චරිතය වෙනස් වෙමින් නිර්මාණය වුවකි. අප මුලින් දකින්නේ අයේෂා ගේ චංචල වික්ෂිප්ත සිතුවිලිය. ඒ ඇය ගැන විශාල තීන්දුවක් ගැනීමට සූදානම් ව සිටින හෙයිනි. ඒ අතර සිය පෙම්වතා ගැන සැකයන් ද උපදී. එ අතරේ තිස්ස ද ඇය කෙරෙහි අදහස් ඇති ව එම නිවසේම වෙසෙන්නෙකි. තිස්ස ට තම අදහස් ඍජුව කීමට නොහැකිව පැකිලේ - හෙවත් මේ චරිත දෙකම දුබල චරිතයෝය.
ජීවිතයක සිහිවටන කෙටි කතාවේ තම ගූරුවරියක, ඇගේ ප්රේම සම්බන්ධය පටන ගන්නා කාලයේදී ඈව තම පෙම්වතා හමු වීමට භාවිත කල ආකාරය, ඈට වැටහෙන්නේ පසුව ගුරුතුමිය සිය සැමියා සමඟ මග තොට දී දුටු විටය. ඒ ගැන ඇය තුල වික්ෂිප්ත අදහස් පහළ වෙයි -ඇය පාවිච්චි වූවා ද ? ඇය එතරම් අන්ධ ද ? එසේ මුත් ඇයට සිදු වූ අවැඩක් ද නෑ නේද ? - ආදි සිතුවිලි ගොන්නක ඈ තෙරපේ.
අක්කාගේ මිතුරිය ගැන උනන්දු වන අප කතා නායකයා තම විභාගය අසමත් ව නැවත ඊට පෙනී සිටීමට යත්න දරන්නෙකි. ඔහු ගේ සිතුවිලි සමුදාය, විභාගය ගැන කලකිරීම ආදිය ගොනූ කල ලීවකි, එම කෙටිකතාව.
පෙර කීවාක් මෙන්, මෙතෙක් මා කියවා ඇති තිලකසේනයන්ගේ කෙටිකතා පොත් තුනෙන් බොහෝ රසවිඳි සංග්රහය මෙයයි. මෙය දැනට මුද්රණයේ ඇත්තේ ද යන්න සැක සහිතය. දිනෙක මා මිතුරෙකු සමඟ මරදානේ පොත් මිලදී ගැනීම වෙනුවෙන් වෙන් කොට, රාක්ක අවුස්සා පරණ පොත් සොයද්දී, ඔහු විසින් සොයාගෙන තිළිණ කලවූවකි මෙම පිටපත.
ශ්රේණිය: ****
I read V.V. Ganeshananthan's first novel, a few months back, as one of the last books for 2024. The primary reason for reading Love Marriage ( https://me-and-err.blogspot.com/2025/01/love-marriage-vv-ganeshananthan.html ), was as a step in preparation for her latest, more renowned work. It won the Women's Prize for Fiction, 2024, and the Carol Shields Prize for Fiction, 2024.
"She thought Periannai's death was her fault, and I thought it was my fault, and when our paths crossed in the Jaffna house, she averted her eyes and neither of us spoke of it." (page 88)
"And then I breathed again, and K did not. It was the first moment in which such a thing was possible, and the sharp quickening pain of it stunned me. How swiftly the world reshaped itself? Perhaps someone you know has died and you have a sense of what I mean: the horror of knowing that everything is going to continue very nearly as it did before" ( page 254)
There are many incidents that we can recognize across this narration , and a few characters whom we can identify. I was just eight years old when the 1983 riots took place, and we lived through the risk of being at the wrong place at the wrong time during a countless number of LTTE terrorist attacks from that time onwards. Hence, it naturally makes it a personal reading experience for my generation, as the memories of a few who lost their lives in these bomb attacks resurface. But it has to be admitted that hitherto the few incidents of the sufferings of our Thamil community were confined to those shared by our friends - but nothing as heart wrenching as this. In that sense, it is these details of a community wronged by at least three parties, plus when the narration takes on a very personal bent as depicted in the above quotes, that the book worked for me. True, it is not my favourite type of novel - heady, satire mixed with self-criticism, is what I enjoy much - like The Finkler Question, The Netanyahus, The Buddha of Suburbia, or the subtle confessions of Remains of the Day. But the pain is too close to home and mulling over with a stoic philosophical bent like I did with those books is not an option here. Sometimes the pain is very necessary for a reader.
Rating: ****
"This would even be true with America, where everyone if they're asked who they are answers Irish, or Italian, or preposterously three-quarters Scottish, half-Belgian Dutch, and at most one-drop Mexican black, anything but American. If the American empire couldn't persuade allegiance to democracy over origin, it would fail. He said that while staring at me, unblinking: it would fail. He might even have been pointing at me: You will. What was true for Europe at the emergence of Zionism will one day be true for America too, once assimilation is revealed as a fraud, or once it's revealed that the country contains nothing to assimilate to- no core, no connate heart - not just for Jews, but for everyone."
The book was published in 2021, and now in 2025, I hope the percentage that questions assimilation hasn't increased.
But these troubling thoughts are interspersed with a lot of satire, and comedy. So, although the politics, and their relevance of it today is sadly true, the book is a delightful, hilarious, yet pretentious affair, which can hold its own for the heady mix. To top it all off, we then learn that Harold Bloom once had to host Benzion Netanyahu (and his family), which included the future prime minister back when he was just a kid. To say that the whole visit was chaotic, is it to put it mildly, and this is the cornerstone for the novel. Bloom has mentioned this to Cohen, and Cohen has fictionalized - and then some - and here we have this gem of a book!
Rating: ****1/2
“We matter greatly and not at all. To reach some pinnacle of human achievement only to discover that your achievements are next to nothing and that to understand this is the greatest achievement of any life, which itself is nothing, and also much more than everything. Some metal separates us from the void; death is so close. Life is everywhere, everywhere."
Then we have the astronauts and cosmonauts, the main characters in of this novel, as their thoughts, and through that their lives are shared with us. It is a mix that carries the scenes described from the same ship, with a human element, as these six have different backgrounds.
The only thing it lacks is a clear plot. But who needs a plot ? When vivid thoughts both amaze us, and in turn show the futility of it all. The novel's concise length of 135 pages is possibly the longest that the reader can with stand without a trace of discomfort for a book of this nature.
This book is an achievement, as the author had blended the continuous live streaming from the International Space Station to describe to us fascinating scenes, who had never seen those images, and the changes that could be seen happening on earth, from space. Samantha has blended that with the thoughts and lives of six trained astronauts and cosmonauts, to bring to us how different life outside of our atmosphere is. There is even a hint of threat to the space ship, through some damage it has sustained, but that is more for our imagination as to where it will lead to. The political, the ecological is also touched to make the book as complete in subject matter, as possible for the reader. Yet, I couldn't suppress the thought that the scenes from the space ship looking in towards the earth feels like the majority of the book. While she manages to present that in a captivating manner, I felt that maybe there was a little tilt in the balance of the book towards those descriptions, which resulted in the book receiving the rating it did.
Yet, I do think it is a book that needs to be read by any reader, who likes to broaden the sub-genres within the broader one of fiction.
Rating: ***1/2
Booker Award for best novel 2024
14- The Foo Fighters haven't had much appeal to me since sonic highways, but yet the quality of the music is such that they land a slot in the top 20 more often than not ( Concrete and gold, no.12, 2017; Medicine at midnight, no.19, 2019). I guess it cannot be helped when acts like boygenius, Lana Del Rey, and Greta Van Fleet manage to get the nod in the rock, metal, and alternative category in the Grammys for instance. Mind I tried out the albums of all three acts of 2023, before stating the above.
(https://me-and-err.blogspot.com/2024/02/albums-of-2023-my-favourites.html )
So I guess having the 60s something of Black Crowes, Pearl Jam is preferred to those mentioned above. Plus, it cannot be ignored that some indie rock albums were actually nominated for the Grammies - Fontaines DC, IDLES, and of course St. Vincent, the big winner of the evening from the rock categories -I'll have them over the pretentious Greta Van Fleet, or the irritating Lana Del Rey.
On Indie Rock - Clearly more than half of the albums in the top 20 are what could be termed as Indie Rock bands, and that's what keeps music interesting, as far as I can see. More strength to them. Hopefully the industry too accepts their importance if the above mentioned Grammy nominations of IDLES, Fontaines DC are anything to go by ( BTW IDLES album of 2021 was that year's no. 1 for me - https://me-and-err.blogspot.com/2022/06/my-favourite-music-albums-from-2021.html ). Otherwise 'country music' from Beyonce and the rehashes of Taylor Swift will make us stop listening to new music for sure.
Good, but not great - To go back to the topic of staple diets in music, I guess some had managed to impress me less too, and hence missed the top 20 - Black Keys with their good, but largely similar sounding album to most of their other albums. Paul Weller, Liam Gallagher (with John Squire), Mark Knopfler have
other album, which are pleasant, but more of the same. Some albums
which missed out the top 20 have their charm, and some excellent songs
but hitting in the top 20 among other releases has been difficult. The
last two Crowded House albums, both very decent has just missed
the top 20 - this years' one quite consistent (while 'Dreams are
waiting' stopped at no. 25 in 2021), with some of the songs coming close
to their 1980s' elegance. Other albums I had a soft spot for but had to leave lingering outside of the top 20 are Judas Priest and Moby. I don't mind admitting that along with Crowded House, these other two albums were given extra listens to see if they are good enough to knock off Jerry Cantrell who just manages to hang on at no. 20, but whose signature sounds are still solid enough to keep away not only the above mentioned, but the melodious Decemberists, who too have a long past interesting my music taste.